Letter i will never send

Dear you
Im sorry you felt as if we couldnt date.
I miss you and it hurts that we're no longer near.
Hard to go from being around eachother everyday to complete silence. I still dont understand why it all started to feel like work. All i wanna do is hold you in my arms & kiss you on the side of the neck & wrap you in close. I dont know what youre going thru & your friends will insure you have a party every time you go out. Sucks that i am no longer a part of this & am left out. Im sad w/o you. I miss you. I wish your ex didnt break you like this & cause you to walk away from me. Im hurt from how you handled this & made this deal breaker of a situation. I miss you lady. Do you think we'll ever be friends? I know you said you wanted us to but you stopped treating me as one. Now its over & im hurting cuz i miss you...wondering if you miss me too. Guess ill never know & youll move on, have the life of the party cuz thats what yall do & ill fade into the background & be no more. I hope someday ill be able to give my love to someone the way i did to you. I mean i know i will. Just feels empty when i cant. It hurts I miss you. I hope you somehow find peace. You broke my heart & i wish we could mend it back. Hard not being a part of you anymore....take care.