damn

Im laying in a foreign bed only cuz im out of town. I hate the silent moments that remind you of the good times you've shared or want to cuddle in w/ someone. Why do i miss her? We were only together 4months & we didnt talk much but i know its more so the body language. I wonder why she gave up. My cohort told me shes a lil sad also & then i realized i dont think i can hang out w/ this cohort either. Shes now exclusvely dating abbies best friend. Damn. He wasnt about a relationship & was just talking about how he needed to break it off & now, theyre 2gether. I got duped cuz i know she cared alot for me. I didnt feel this kind of sadness when i broke it off w/ the ex, did i? I dont remember but i guess its just the fact, she gave up. I know she doesnt want to hurt me again & relationships are work...but why let your past inhibit you cuz when someone cares. I wish, she wasnt choosing to walk away. I miss her & her smile. Damn you tiger. You broke my heart